Sad...

Damn...!!! i'm so sad right now.. God.. give me strength to carry on.. it's hurt...

Please forgive me..

After 10 years being single, finally i feel good again.. but am i making a big mistake? i wish i'm not..

Finally I feel like my prayers have been answered by Him. My wish comes true.. the person that i have a crush on becomes my friend and we talk and love each other company.. I love her so much.. Don't ask me how and why i loved her so much.. i don't have the answer myself.. the feeling comes within.. there's no other suitable explanation to it.. i just love her so much.. i would do anything for her..

"If you told me to cry for you, I could

If you told me to die for you, I would

Take a look at my face

There's no price I won't pay

To say these words to you"

but of course, Bon Jovi says it better than me.. :p

well, last night we had a fight.. i don't know how it happens but it did.. sorry my dear.. i'm not forcing you.. i'm just saying it because i love you so much.. i don't want you to be hurt.. i love you.. i fell bad.. i'm sorry my dear.. i am so sorry... i hope this won't tainted our relationship.. and i really hope that things will be back to normal again.. Please Forgive Me...

Please let me love you.. I'll wait for you no matter how long it would take.. and I Redha if we're not meant for each other..

BORED

so boring today.. don't know what to do.. my job sucks..!! well i didn't do anything anyway and that's suck.. going to 'work' everyday and doing nothing..!!! what a life..!! i need a new job or i will die bored..!!!

Weekend

ada member tanya aku, apa aku buat time weekend kat Gerik.. aku pun cakap la buat bodoh jer la.. takde apa2 pun kat Gerik nie.. Member serumah pun balik kampung dia time weekend.. maklum la dekat.. aku takkan nak balik kot.. dah la 5 jam travelling.. tak termasuk kos minyak n tol lagi.. so, aku lepak2 je la kat umah.. jadi surirumah yang baik... basuh baju, kemas rumah, mop rumah.. cuci bilik air.. selebihnya makan n tido.. apa lagi yang boleh buat kat sini.. hehehe

nasib baik la ada mustaqim kat umah.. takde la aku sengsorang kat umah... kiranya aku ngan dia jer la time weekend.. lagi satu kat gerik nie ramai sangat perantau cam aku ni.. time weekend jer, sunyi jer taman umah aku.. masing2 balik ke kampung halaman gamaknyer.. memang tu la rutin every weekend... takde apa2 pun..

so, best tak life aku?

WHY..!!!

Sorry la lama tak update blog nie.. bukan apa, otak jadi malas.. maklum la makan gaji buta jer.. otak pun dah malas nak pikir.. sebenarnya banyak yang berlegar2 kat pala otak aku nie.. serabut sangat.. tu belum kira ngan sawangnyer lagi... haih...

Kenkadang tu aku rasa yang life aku nie sebenarnya dah sampai kat penghujung.. dah tak boleh nak improve lagi... seberapa banyak yang aku cuba pun masih macam tu jugak.. Orang cakap segala perbuatan jahat kita akan dibayar cash n perbuatan baik selalunya dibayar secara ansuran.. aku nie jahat ker? banyak sangat rintangan yang aku kena tempoh.. kalau tak jahat, baik ker aku nie.. macam takde apa2 pun.. pi mai pi mai tang tu jugak.. mungkin juga aku ditakdirkan untuk merasa susah dulu.. tapi sampai bila.. otang akan kata, "semua yang berlaku ada hikmahnya" memang betul.. aku percaya.. tapi kenapa banyak betul ranjau dalam hidup aku ni..

Aku pernah selami balik perjalanan hidup aku ni.. aku rasa takde benda yang salah aku buat.. aku tak minum.. aku tak main pompuan.. aku tak mencuri, merompak, buat benda tak senonoh kat anak orang.. aku lagi suka duduk kat umah dari berpelesaran tak tentu arah.. tapi bila aku tengok orang lain, aku jadi jaki.. kenapa aku tak macam diorang.. takde masalah.. buat benda yang tak senonoh pun masih boleh bergelak ketawa.. aku bukan la nak ikut jejak diorang buat benda tak senonoh.. tapi nak rasa happy.. problem free cam diorang.. tak macam aku.. lepas satu, satu masalah yang timbul.. haih..

*Aku masih menunggu hikmah disebalik semua ini*

LOL

Son (S) : Why is making love so enjoyable.
Father (F) : It is just like the sensation when you are digging your nose with your finger !!

S : Why do women enjoy sex more than man
F : It is because when you dig your nose, your nose feels more comfort than your finger.

S: Why do women hate it when they get raped .
F: It is like when you are walking on the street,someone else come over and dig your nose, do you like it ??

S: Why woman cannot have sex when they are having menstruation?
F: If your nose is bleeding, do you still dig it ??

S: Why man do not like to wear condoms when they are making love.
F: Do you like to dig your nose with a glove on your finger.

S: Why are making love carried out in private?
F: Will you dig you nose in front of your class? Stupid!

S: What is an orgasm ?
F:The same as sneezing. but the the other way round

S: Is it true that women love big dicks ?
F: Ever tried picking your nose with your thumb ?

S: What's anal sex?
F: Picking your mouth

Mosquito.. mosquito...

Aku ingat lepas aku berhenti keje kat sumitomo aku takde lagi la nak bersemuka ngan sumer nyamuk2 nie lagi.. rupanya sangkaanku meleset..

isnin lepas datang satu group dari IMR nak buat collection on mosquito species kat area perkmpungan orang asli kat Pulau Banding. Aku pun kena la join diorang buat collection pasal diorang request aku untuk tolong and follow diorang..

start hari selasa pagi, aku ikut diorang survey tempat kat RPS Banun.. check semua kampung n cari evidence tempat pembiakan nyamuk.. lepas tu diorang decide untuk buat kat Kg. Sg. Raba. the real adventure start kul 7 sampai 12 tgh malam.. so, duduk jer la jadi umpan nyamuk. kalo nyamuk hinggap.. tekup ngan botol kecik and tangkap.

dalam kul 10 satu kampung kecoh... rupa2nya ada gajah masuk kat area kampung.. sumer orang buat bising so that gajah tu akan lari.. siap baling mercun bola lagi.. dlm 15 minit lepas tu Perhilitan datang bawak senapang.. diorang advice kitorang balik pasal takut nanti tak boleh keluar mana la tau kalo tiba2 gajah2 tu tidur kat tengah jalan pulak.. so, kitorang pun balik la dalam kul 11.. hasil, tak lumayan langsung aku dapat la dlm 2 ekor jer.. nyamuk takde malam tu.. kuikuikui..

To be continued...