Happy..

I'm Happy..!!!

Love you Baby...!!!

soil-breaking me down

LET IT GO

How far will a falling star take me

How far can I go can I go

Gotta be what the nightmare made me

Gotta be gotta be what I see

Jump clear of the falling parts from me

How far will they go will they go

Can't give what you need from me baby

Just let it go

Bringing me down break me down sweet sugar

Bringing me down break me down

Breaking me down to the ground sweet baby

Breaking me down to the ground

Too much is made of what's in me

Not enough about how I strive

Keep an eye on your world it's cheating

Keep an eye keep an eye on me

Deep inside there's a little place for me

A little place for me

Can't give what you want from me baby

Just leave it be

Bringing me down break me down sweet sugar

Bringing me down break me down

Breaking me down to the ground sweet baby

Breaking me down to the ground

Sweet razor wound

Deep down slice my groove

Sweet razor wound

Deep down C'mon and slice it

How far did the falling star take me

How far did it go did it go

Had to be what the nightmare made me

Fuck,..Just had to be

Jump clear of the falling parts form me

How far did they go did they go

Can't give what you want from me baby

Hell,..Just let it go

Are u happy now?

What should i say.. I relieved.. but i can't say that i'm happy about it.. why can't we be like we used too.. i'm not persuading you to love me.. i know.. you can't forget your ex and you love him so much.. i respect your decision.. but you don't have to distance yourself from me.. what's happen to we can still be a best friend?

I may sound pathetic but right now, every morning i will look at your picture and say good morning and have a nice day.. and at night i will say good night and sweet dreams.. the picture will not talk back, at least it keep smiling to me...

Serabut.

yup... a new day and it's getting worst.. It's been 7 days since last time i smoke.. i never thought of quitting actually.. just suddenly i think to do it.. maybe to appreciate a new lease of life recently but now i don't know whether i can carry on or not..

i'm completely stressed out.. sad.. heart broken.. i made a person that i love hated me.. i'm completely down.. no mood to do anything.. been having this thought of ending my life.. yea.. i know.. it's not a way to settle all of your problems but that was what on my mind.. i'm not that crazy to do it but i guess everyone must have thought about it sometimes.. *sigh*

I should start to smoke again.. that's the only cure for me right now.. but will it be worth it..?? *sigh* God please help me.. i'm drowning in sorrow... all i'm asking for right now is for her to say something to me.. please dear.. no more silent treatment.. it's killing me... I am deeply sorry... what more can i do to make things better... i really really love you so much...

*sigh*

Lost In You

Lost in You By Ash

Lying wide awake under strange skies
Wanting to call you, but it is late at night
And you're far away, but you are always on my mind

I feel like I'm on fire, nothing I can do
I'm troubled with doubt, though I know it is not true

And it's times like these when I am dying to speak to you
Dying to get through, I'm dying to speak to you
Dying to get through, I'm dying to speak to you.

Staring at the wall, I sink inside
I think about it all, I get caught up in my life
I can't think straight, because it's tearing up my mind

I feel like I'm on fire, nothing I can do
I'm troubled with doubt, though I know it is not true

And it's times like these when I am dying to speak to you
Dying to get through, dying to get through

The more that I think how I need you
The more that I think, the more it seems true
And now it means more that I ever meant it to
Ever meant it to

Lying wide awake under strange skies
Wanting to call you, but it is late at night
And you're far away, but you are always on my mind

You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind

Sad...

Damn...!!! i'm so sad right now.. God.. give me strength to carry on.. it's hurt...

Please forgive me..

After 10 years being single, finally i feel good again.. but am i making a big mistake? i wish i'm not..

Finally I feel like my prayers have been answered by Him. My wish comes true.. the person that i have a crush on becomes my friend and we talk and love each other company.. I love her so much.. Don't ask me how and why i loved her so much.. i don't have the answer myself.. the feeling comes within.. there's no other suitable explanation to it.. i just love her so much.. i would do anything for her..

"If you told me to cry for you, I could

If you told me to die for you, I would

Take a look at my face

There's no price I won't pay

To say these words to you"

but of course, Bon Jovi says it better than me.. :p

well, last night we had a fight.. i don't know how it happens but it did.. sorry my dear.. i'm not forcing you.. i'm just saying it because i love you so much.. i don't want you to be hurt.. i love you.. i fell bad.. i'm sorry my dear.. i am so sorry... i hope this won't tainted our relationship.. and i really hope that things will be back to normal again.. Please Forgive Me...

Please let me love you.. I'll wait for you no matter how long it would take.. and I Redha if we're not meant for each other..