Who am I to you?

yeah.. i just wanted to know.. who am I to you? Do i really matter to you? Salah ke kalau i ambil berat pasal u... salah ke kalau i risaukan keselamatan u? Salah ke for me to care n love u?

Confuse?

Confuse betul... one time u said u love me.. and then u have doubt... now i don't know what's are your feelings towards me? i know my feelings towards u never changed.. i will always loves u no matter what.. i know it's complicated.. right now i'm just confuse...

i know it's even harder for you... but have u had any slightest ideas how am i feeling right now????

By My Side

Such a lovely song.. I dedicate this song for you..

To reach the ones we truly love, to be by their side, we need to show how much we care through various means. Sacrifes, gifts, compromise, romantic gestures, words, a look are just some of the things we do for those we love. We've all made "balloons" for someone....

                                                     "By My Side"

I'm just listening to the clock go ticking
I am waiting as the time goes by
I think of you with every breath I take
I need to feel your heartbeat next to mine
You're all I see in everything

I just wanna hold you
I just wanna kiss you
I just wanna love you all my life
I normally wouldn't say this but I just can't contain it
I want you here forever right here by my side

All the fears you feel inside
And all the tears you've cried
They're ending right here
I'll heal your hardened soul
I'll keep you oh so close
Don’t worry; I'll never let you go
You're all I need
You're everything

I just wanna hold you
I just wanna kiss you
I just wanna love you all my life
I normally wouldn't say this but I just can't contain it
I want you here forever right here by my side

No one else would ever do
I've got a stubborn heart for you
Call me crazy but it's true
I love you
I didn't think that it would be you who made it clear to me
You're all I need

I just wanna hold you
I just wanna kiss you
I just wanna love you all my life
I normally wouldn't say this but I just can't contain it
I want you here forever right here by my side

Too much?

I feel like today i'm at the lowest low as possible.... too much to think about... too much to bear... i know it was my fault in the beginning but i can't help it.. and now i'm too much involved.. i try to keep positive.. and i really tried.. I will be strong.. I will be strong.. I will be strong... Ya Allah please help me..

Why?

Salah ke kalau aku nak rasa disayangi dan menyayangi seseorang? Salah ke kalau aku rasa aku nak tunjukkan betapa aku sayangkan seseorang tu to the whole world? I'm not good with words.. but i love to show it more than words... but it's just me...

Takdir

takdir... something yg tak diduga... adakalanya ianya manis seperti madu.. adakalanya ia pahit.. tapi patutkah kita salahkan takdir sekiranya apa yg berlaku tu adakalanya amat pedih n perit untuk kita hadapi? ramai orang cakap, everything happens for a reason.. and reason is?? is it for the best? is it to remind us about something? is it just a sign? ntah la.. we will never know..

Again?

Hello... we meet again... hehehe.. mcm biskut chipsmore je aku ni kan.. kejap ada.. kejap takde.. apa nak buat.. aku ni bukan la seorang writer apatah lagi sorang yg puitis.. :p

owh.. and again... i have fallen in love... hehehe.. i'm so happy and i hope this time it's forever.... i can only hope for the best... but i still don't know what fate might throw at me this time around.. i really hope everything will went well... Insya'allah...