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Today i got a message from Ms.Tatie... asking where's my blog?

hehehe well, i got writer's block not writer's blog.. :p I don't know what to write..

Maybe i need to find some sweet spot for inspiration to pouring in in my empty thick skull of mine..

Well, we will see how it goes..

State of Shock - Best I Ever Had (Official Video)

"Best I Ever Had"

Now I know I messed up bad
You were the best I ever had
I let you down in the worst way
It hurts me every single day
I'm dying to let you know

Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
Cause when it all comes down to the end
I could sure use a friend

So many things I would take back
You were the best I ever had
I don't blame you for hating me
I didn't mean to make you leave

You and I were living like a love song
I feel so bad, I feel so bad that you're gone
Now I know you're the only one that I want
I want you back, I want you

Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
Cause when it all comes down to the end
I could sure use a friend
Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
All I want to do is make it up to you
Cause when it all comes down to the end
You were the best I ever had

We fell in love for a reason
Now you're leaving
And I just want you back
So many things we believed in
Now you're leaving and words won't bring you back
I'll never let go of the heart I broke

You and I were living like a love song
Now I know you're the only one that I want
I want you back, I want you

Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
All I want to do is make it up to you
Cause when it all comes down to the end
I could sure use a friend
Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
All I want to do is make it up to you
Cause when it all comes down to the end
You were the best I ever had

I can't believe that I threw away all our dreams
I can't believe now that you're gone how much you mean to me
I feel so bad, I feel so bad
You were the best I ever had
I can't believe that I threw away all our dreams
I can't believe now that you're gone how much you mean to me
I feel so bad, I feel so bad
You were,
You were the best I ever had

Stay Another Day - East 17

Baby if you've got to go away
I don't think
I can take the pain
Won't you stay another day
Oh, don't leave me alone like this
Don't say it's the final kiss
Won't you stay another day

Don't you know
We've come too far now
Just to go
And try to throw it all away
Thought I heard you say
You love me
That your love was gonna be here to stay
I've only just begun
To know you
All I can say is
Won't you stay just one more day

Chorus:
Baby if you've got to go away
I don't think
I can take the pain
Won't you stay another day
Oh, don't leave me alone like this
Don't say it's the final kiss
Won't you stay another day

I touch your face while you are sleeping
And hold your hand
Don't understend what's going on
Good times we had return
To haunt me
Though it's for you
All that I do seem to be wrong

Chorus:
Baby if you've got to go away
I don't think
I can take the pain
Won't you stay another day
Oh, don't leave me alone like this
Don't say it's the final kiss
Won't you stay another day

Broken

Yup..!! i'm broken.. my heart shattered in million pieces..

Thanks for everything.. thanks for giving me the false hope..

Thanks for the making me realized that I am 'The Loser'

Thank You...

I'm Trying..

i'm trying my best not to put high hopes in this relationship.. trust me.. i tried but i can't.. i keep thinking of you.. i tried not to text or call since i afraid that you would be pissed.. it was hopeless.. in the end i still text you and i guess i made you fed up.. i'm sorry..

right now, i will keep on waiting for you.. even if it will take forever.. just wait.. and i will not bother you anymore.. i will only keep my feeling to myself like i used to do previously.. it's better that way when no one will get hurt other than me.. i'm used to it.. so, it won't be a problem..

i wish you the best in everything that you do.. i wish that you could share what happen in your life with me but i guess that's too much for me to ask for.. i miss the time when we could talk for hours.. but i'm the one who blew it up.

Take care my dear.. please remember that i will always be here for you.. and i'll be right here waiting for you..

Love Hurts.

Queen - Too much love will kill you