flaw..

there's so many flaw in me.. i know that.. and to make matter worst, when u start to compare me with others.. i'm trying my best here... sometimes i just not being myself just to not hurt your feelings.. but i guess that backfired... i'm insecure... i'm afraid that my action will make you hurt but at the same time what i did, didn't help at all.. there's still a lot to learn.. but i hope u have the patience to bear it with me for now.. i'm sorry for not being able to be who you wanted me to be..